Sunday morning was dark and a wee bit chilly when we trundled out of the truck and into the stabling early this morning. Riley was not very wide-eyed, but definitely had a bushy, wood-shavings-filled tail. We threw hay (Quite literally. I’ll admit it was fun to toss the flakes up and over the stall fronts and try to hit the mark, a corner, each time. It’s the little things.) and watered and fell right into the usual show routine. Polish boots, wipe down tack, braid horses, tack, dress, ride. So familiar I can do it half asleep.
Riley and I had some debate on whether or not he really needed to do the work, but today, unlike Friday or Saturday, he resigned himself to the proposal that I laid down and went to work for me, albeit a bit grudgingly.
A lot of dressage showing is “hurry up and wait.” You get ready, you rush about madly, and then you look at the time and you’re early. So you wait. The ring we were to ride in was running late. So we hurried up and waited. Not for too long, thankfully, but long enough. He spooked minorly at the volunteer waiting to close the end of the arena at A and with that, we were doing the test. We were riding our championship class. I felt like I was riding the test of my life. I was aware of everything and I pulled it off to the best of my abilities. Riley wanted to fuss and complain a little, but he kept it under wraps for the most part and the test went without a hitch. I knew it might not be the winning ride, but it felt like the ride of my life. I tried to smile throughout the test and by the closing centerline, my smile was genuine.
Then we got to wait some more.
We were one of the first riders in a class of thirteen, which took nearly two hours to complete. While I waited, my dad texted me from home, where it was 6am, and congratulated me on my score. (This year I have finished training both of my parents to recognize a “good” dressage score from a “bad” score.) I texted him back while walking over to the outdoor rings where I helped school a rider and horse pair from our barn because our trainer was schooling someone else for their championship ride in the main indoor arena. It was a thrilling feeling, one that I had not felt before, to coach someone and then watch them ride the test and have it be their best test of the weekend. I’m sure our smiles both matched.
When I walked back into the barn, I was greeted with the news that I was still in the running for a ribbon, which they award up to eighth place. After, you guessed it, more waiting, all of the tests were ridden and the scores were calculated. Riley and I sat in the ribbons! Eighth place, a brown ribbon and a victory “gallop” for the gallion and I.
It was Riley’s first award ceremony and once he realized that it meant standing around, looking pretty, and a little trot around the arena, he thought that he preferred it to showing.
I am so proud and happy and grateful for the journey that took us to this spotlight moment. If it takes a village to raise a child, than it takes a barn to raise a rider/trainer. I looked around at the other riders in the open division during both of my warm-ups today and yesterday and I thought on it last night. I asked myself, “What is the difference between me and those with the winning rides?” Because if I analyze and pinpoint it, I can become better. So I looked and I thought and I did both some more and the answer became very clear to me. The difference is years.
In my division, I am competing with professionals who have been doing their job for as long as I have been alive, most for longer. Some maybe even twice as long. This year was only my fourth regionals. It might be their fourteenth. Riley might be the tenth horse I’ve shown. Their ride might be their fiftieth. And although it feels like I’ve ridden 1st Level Test 3 a thousand times over, I’ll bet that they feel like they’ve ridden it a million times (not to mention that USDF changes the tests every few years). So to ribbon in a class among these experienced trainers meant more than just a pretty ribbon. A lot more.